Should I Do or Should I Not

I've been postponing this assignment for as long as I can remember and now that the due date is coming up, I just had to open it up. I've always been fond of the thought of being in front of a camera. I'm not the type of student who religiously study so whenever my parents would tell me to study harder because education is the key to success, I would always answer, "I'll just be an actress". I've never really had to stand in front of a camera before so I don't know how it feels.

A long long time ago though, back when I was still living in the Philippines and I was still a fetus 9 years old, I was scouted by a producer when my mom and I were walking in Quiapo. They were making a movie. I forgot what it was since it had been so long. My mom turned it down since we were going to migrate in Canada. Now that I think about it, I should've told my mom I wanted to do it.

Long story short, my business assignment has to do with filming. For some reason, I don't like the idea of my face being in a video. It just feels awkward. I don't know why. I do still wish I was an artista though. Jason Dy can be my leading man. Lol. Anyways, for my assignment, I have to make a video selling myself to employers. Even now, I'm cringing at the thought of seeing my face on a video, let alone my cringe[y] voice. It's worth 65 marks and I just can't bear to lose that much marks. I've already had perfect scores for my last 4 assignments.

I don't even know if this post is about my childhood fantasies or my assignment dilemma.

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