Too Much Information

Look it's another post in a week. That's an improvement. I'm currently in campus waiting for my friend to arrive so we can talk to our academic counsellor on what we can do after we graduate college. Sigh, the adult life is pretty hard. I need to kill time and I saw somebody link her TMI tag post on my message board and I wanted to do it. This is going to be quite a long post so if you do stay until the end, you're awesome!

I was supposed to post this 2 days ago but I somehow forgot since I was doing my sister's essay. I literally just remembered it when I was about to go to bed. Anyways, here it is.

1. What are you wearing?
- My parka jacket, knit sweater, jeans from H&M, combat boots, a baseball hat and a knitted scarf

2. Ever been in love?
- I don't think I ever have been in love in terms of an actual real human being that I know personally.

3. Ever had a terrible break up?
- Not a breakup between a boyfriend and a girlfriend but more of a friendship break up. The guy and I  used to be the closest of friends back in elementary. I know it's been about 10 years but everytime I look back at our stupid memories, I kinda do miss it. The worst part is, there were no goodbyes said. He just thought I wasn't cool enough to be his best friend when we got into high school.

4. How tall are you?
- 150 cm. I'm too short for my age.

5. How much do you weigh?
- I'm barely 90 pounds.
P.S I eat a lot!!! I just don't gain anything. 

6. Any tattoos?
- Unfortunately no. My parents would karate chop my ass if I ever did get one. But I really want one!

7. Any piercing?
- I got my two earlobes pierced before I could even walk and talk

8. OTP?
- Being in the kpop fandom has sparked my interest in OTPs. lmao. Though I have no particular OTPs with my ultimate group, I do love me some CheolSoo, SoonHoon, Meanie, SoonWoo and JiHan. You probably don't even know who they are.

9. Favourite Show?
- I am not much of a TV person so I don't watch shows. Though I watch a of Korean dramas and variety shows. My favourite would be Running Man, The Return of Superman and Hello Counsellor for variety shows. I have too many for Korean dramas and I don't want to list a whole essay.

10. Favourite Bands?
- Does Seventeen count as a band? They're an idol group.

11. Something you miss?
- How life used to be so easy and drama-free back in elementary school. I want it back please!

12. Favourite song?
- As of now, my most listened song is Seventeen's Boom Boom and Smile Flower!!!

13. Hold old are you?
- 22 years old

14. Zodiac sign?
- ♏

15. Quality you look for in a partner?
- Hmm this is quite hard. I usually just start liking somebody if I like them. I do love it when a guy is family oriented, trustworthy, someone I can lean on. I'm not looking for the perfect man. Just somebody I can be with for the rest of my life. When did I get so cheesy?

16. Favourite quote?
- I don't have a particular favourite quote that I go by every single day. I'm into poetry and quotes that I find it hard to pick a favourite.

17. Favourite actor?
- Hwang Jung Eum and Jisung are one of my favourite actors. I'm not into Western celebrities as much so I don't know much about them.

18. Favourite colour
- anything pastels. Especially pink

19. Loud music or soft?
- This depends on what my mood is for the day. I like both.

20. Where do you go when you're sad?
- I'm not a very expressive person so I usually tend to just keep it inside and stay in my room.

21. How long does it take you to shower?
- Over an hour!! Though on most cases, when it's time for school, I can go as short as 5 minutes.

22. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
- FOREVER. It takes me forever to get ready. My mom would be screaming to get in the car and I would still be in putting my jeans on. Everyone in the house hates me because of it lmao.

23. Ever been in a physical fight?
- I guess Taekwondo sparring can be considered a fight. 

24. Turn on's?
- When somebody smells so good and I love it when the other person smiles first when we have eye contact. It also turns me on when the guy has a good relationship with their family. I LOVE IT WHEN GUYS WEAR DRESS SHIRTS. I AM SCREAMING.

25.  Turn off's?
- When they swear too much. I know I swear too but I try to control it when I'm in public. I also hate it when they smoke and drink. Occasionally drinking is fine to me but bruh if you come at me drunk, I'll leave you on the ground passed out.

26. The reason I joined Blogger?
- I wanted to keep an online diary of my life back in elementary school. I've had numerous blogs from blogger, wordpress, tumblr and other sites but Blogger is the last one standing.

27. Fears?
- Hate cockroaches so much. You can make me touch a worm but not cockroaches. I also fear being alone in big intersections. It makes me nervous specially with all the car and truck noises around me.

28. Last thing that made you cry?
- Ahhhh!! That video I watched on youtube. Watch it here!!

29. Last time you said you loved someone?
- Today, I said I love Joshua a lot. I would take a bullet for you.

30. Meaning behind your blog URL?
- I'm into coffee shops though I don't drink coffee. I'm also generally bitter about everything so I thought bitterlattes would suffice lmao. I've actually had this url for a long time, even on Tumblr. Somebody on Tumblr stole the URL when I changed to another URL. 

31. Last book you read?
- To All The Boys I've Loved Before. didn't like it that much

32. The book you're currently reading?
- Was trying to re-read A Perfect Day. It was a great read!! An eye-opener.

33.  Last show you watched?
- I watched half of The Return of Superman last night before going to bed

34. Last person you talked to?
- My mom after she dropped me off to school 2 hours ago.

35. The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
- She is my sister

36. Favourite food?
- I don't really have a favourite food. I just eat what I feel like eating. No such thing as that. I like whatever I eat.

37. Places you want to visit?
- Seoul is the number 1 on my list!!!! Next would be Philippines, I haven't been back in 10 years!! I also want to travel to Japan

38. Last place you were?
- in my school's library?

39. Do you have a crush?
- No, I actually miss crushing on someone.

40. Last time you kissed someone?
- I don't remember. Probably back when I was a kid or something. I'm not very affectionate at all.

41. Last time you were insulted?
- Oh god. That one time my sister and I were going home from campus and we were tired as hell. I was just wearing a short short and a hoodie since it wasn't cold and it wasn't that hot either. Some old lady talked to the person next to her on the bus and said "look at what she's wearing. if that was my daugther, she wouldn't be able to leave the house" Like please care about yourself. I can wear whatever I want.

42. Favourite flavour of sweet?
- I don't get this question?

43. What instruments do you play?
- I play the guitar and I used to play the clarinet and recorder back in elementary school. It was mandatory lol

44. Favourite piece of jewelry?
- Earring, chokers and necklaces. Oh and rings

45. Last sports you played?
- Taekwondo

46. Last song you sang?
- Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays by N'SYNC in my mom's car

47. Favourite chat up line?
- Aside from being sexy, what do you do for a living?

48. Have you ever used it?
- NO I WILL NEVER USE IT lmao So cringey

49. Last time you hung out with anyone?
- Yesterday, with my best friend in the library.

50. Who should answer these questions next?
- Everyone who visits my blog and this post.

If you've made it this far, congrats! You the real MVP

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Memory Lane

I've been contemplating whether if I should post this or not. I just couldn't find the right words and sentences to write this story. But since its the finals and I needed some excuse to take a break from studying, I thought this was the best excuse. This finals have also been making me feel quite emotional all of a sudden. I feel like I didn't do my best this semester.

So basically, that is not what I came here for. About 3-4 days ago, I stalked my own Facebook profile. Yes, I'm taking the creepiness to the next level by stalking myself. I checked all my posts and my friends' all the way to 2007. I realized I have lost and gained friends here and there and it was just a little sad seeing all our conversations back in elementary and high school days. There was not much posts from elementary since I came to Canada during half of the 7th grade. I basically just went for 1 1/2 years.

The posts mostly came from my friends from my first high school. Seeing it now makes me regret my decision of moving to another school. We were all so close back then, even to the point that we had our own tradition yearly, tobogganing and ice skating every winter. We did this for 2 years until I moved to another high school.

It was a shame. I didn't know that move would cause so many fall outs with my friends. I barely have contacts with my best friend anymore. I feel like it's been around 2 years since we last decided to meet. I haven't seen them since though they all still hang out together, except without me. I did have some new friends from my new school but since I felt that I needed to fit in with my older friends, I neglected them in a way. That also resulted in us drifting apart. We still text here and there but it just wasn't the same anymore. We weren't the same stupid, careless teenagers we used to be.

Going through my old email was the hardest. Seeing all the emails my first high school friends exchanged with me made me extremely sad. It was a good run but it was a shame it didn't last. Though I still want to keep in touch, I'm just not good at talking first.

I've also realized that I wasn't the same person I used to be back in elementary and high school. I saw posts from my classmates and friends about how friendly and likeable I am. If only the 13-year old me knew how I was going to turn out, she'd be shocked. Now, I don't have that much friends, eats lunch by herself, and studies by herself in the library. With all these miscommunications, trust issues, friendship fall outs, I learned how to trust nobody and I learned how now to depend on anybody because they will all eventually leave.

I don't know where to place myself as I distanced myself from both of my high school group of friends. It's sad not knowing you don't belong to something or anything. And I want to feel like I belong to something once more.

Fighting!

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Drunk in Love

Here I am again. I remember I wrote a similar post 2 to 3 years ago. That post was about somebody who had brought happiness into my life when I was at my darkest times. This time, another person has come to replace this position. Though the person I wrote about 3 years ago was a different person, the person I will be talking about is just as important. If not, much more important actually.

I loved the first guy, I really did, just like I love the recent person I'm talking about now. Like they always say, you can love many people in your lifetime, but you never love them the same. I just happened to love the recent person a little more than the old times.

Thank you for always cheering me up when I'm down.
Thank you for always making me feel better when I feel sad and lost.
Thank you for always calming me with just the sound of your laugh.
Thank you for always making everything better with just a curve on your lips
Thank you for always being there every time I need you.
and
Thank you for simply just existing and letting me know you.
It's really a miracle that God let me live this lifetime knowing you.

Though I may seem lacking, I'm actually doing my best in everything.
Actually, I don't think I'm even trying at all. And I hate that about myself the most. I can never commit to something. I can never do my best in everything. But you were always there to smile.
You were always radiating happiness, though I know at times, you also had your dark moments and I'm sorry that I couldn't be there to console you. But I know, your best friends were there to help ease the pain and every time I think of that, I feel like I can breathe a little better.

I've actually liked you for quite some time now. I was in denial for the longest time and I regret not going out of the closet with my feelings. I just want to say that I will always be here for you. You can always count on me. Just look behind and I'll always appear behind your back, cheering you on with everything you decide to do, just like what you are doing to me right now.

Though I am too afraid to get too close to you, I still don't regret it. You were always shining without me and always will be. I'm afraid that If I get too close, I would be too clingy. I don't want to drag your wings down. I am very contented in watching you from afar. Thank you for letting me know you. I've always lived my life in complete darkness, but you, you were always shining.  I wasn't going to make this post public, but my feelings were everywhere and I wanted to get it out. It's funny, I always talk about you like you put all the stars in the night sky, but in reality, all those stars, I saw in your eyes every time I looked at you.

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The Sunday Currently | 8

Whoah. It has been a while since my last post for this series. I haven't actually been doing a lot lately, just catching up to assignments and projects for school. Anyways, I'm just finding an excuse not to do one of my marcoeconomics assignment and I thought this is a good excuse so shall we?

The Sunday Currently | 8 

Reading tweets from my Twitter timeline

Writing this SoonWoo angst drabble that I have been working on for over a month but can't seem to ever finish. 

Wonwoo promised himself he wouldn’t break down at the ceremony. He promised, he really did, but he knows he won’t be able to control himself the moment he sees the casket in front of him.

Damn, I need to finish this but life and reality is getting in the way.

 

Listening to nothing in particular. I could hear the airplanes outside though, somehow the area above my house is a path for airplanes since I see them all the time and the noise, oh the noise, it's annoying. 

Smelling the facial cleanser that I used to wash my face. It's a Clean & Clear product.

Wishing that I get to study in Korea for my degree in International Business. 

Hoping to get a job so I can support myself if ever I get accepted to the international program in Korea for a bachelor's degree. 

Wearing a black and white long-sleeved shirt from H&M and a jogging pants from Forever21

Loving the fact that we found a house that has a swimming pool. I'm also loving the fact that I only have 5 more months of school left then I will be free from college!!

Wanting a chocolate brownie or a cake!! I've been craving! A chocolate cookie will do!

Needing a long break from school but this ain't happening soon.  

Feeling tired, COLD, and sleepy.

Clicking through my Twitter feed before I get back to writing and hopefully finish this SoonWoo drabble Ive been postponing to do.

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This is Me Popping Out of Nowhere

Been a long time blogger! Haven't had extra time to actually sit and make a blog post. We finally moved into our new house, after so many problems from the opposite side. We had to stay in a disgusting hotel for 4 days since the owner asked if they could extend since they were having some financial problem. Must I say, it was the most awful 4 days of my 21 years of existence. The room was dirty, the walls were giving off some a pungent smell of dead flesh. (I am not joking) It was disgusting and to think I laid on their bed for 4 days makes me so icky up to this day. Also, the walls were so thin, you could hear the people from the other room profess their love to each other every night which was not okay, considering we had a minor with us.

Anyways, I would like to forget those 4 agonizing days in that hotel. We still hasn't fully settled in the new house yet, though most of the furniture and stuff are already loaded inside. It is extremely huge compared to our previous house that it actually makes me lonely. Hahaha. The The heater vents aren't even enough to warm the whole house which is why everyone is always wearing some type of winter clothing. But I really love it. The looks of the kitchen is so fancy and aesthetic. It's honestly my favourite part of the house, excluding the swimming pool. The swimming pool is what sold the house when we first saw it. Just a bummer we can't use it yet since the weather is starting to plummet to the negative side.

Life's been fairly treating me well, if I must say. Or should I just say, I finally don't care about things that's been bothering me. It feels like something has been lifted off my shoulder. I decided it's best to just focus on the things that I like and enjoy the most. Though school is still trying to kick my ass. I'm trying to catch up on assignments this week since it is reading week. Reading week is a week break off from school for mental purposes. I'm actually glad they do this in colleges/universities. Otherwise, I would have lost my sanity a long time ago. But I'm keeping it up together! I'll be doing my notes and assignments after this blog post. I swear!

In other news, I've also got back into the twitter world. I kinda just fell out of it after taking a hiatus on Infinite. I needed to get out of twitter to push my GPA up. During this time, I have realized I fell out of the Infinite fandom and the whole KPOP genre in general. But all it took me was a video of Seventeen and I finally got back into twitter. I don't tweet for Infinite anymore though. People change. Also, I've just finished the Korean drama, W, and it ruined my life. Why do they have to end it like that???

Till next time~

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Ive Been Lazy

Hey guys! Contrary to my last post (which was posted ages ago), I haven't been really that great on keeping this blog updated. It's been a month since my last post and I haven't found the motivation to keep it going. I really don't have any excuses as to why I've been slacking. I'm just very lazy. Since we're also in the process of moving houses, I guess that also made a big part of why I am lazy. From the beginning and the ending of renovations, I was the one in charge of watching the workers, so it was tiringsome. I had to wake up earlier than usual and I was just so out of it these days.

Anyways though, we have sold the house and also bought a new one. The house is quite bigger than our old one, though the new rooms are way smaller. Way too small. I'm not complaining though, The swimming pool makes up for it. Just a bummer, we wont be able to use it since the closing is October. It'll be cold by then. Nothing exciting has been going on in my life since I don't go out much.

I don't know if you guys know I love KPOP but I do. I've been active again on my twitter. After a hiatus on stanning Infinite, I couldn't really fall back into the fandom. I've stanned them since 2012 so it was really hard to accept the fact that I don't feel excited as much anymore. So, I made the decision to just let them go. Also around the same time, I got into Seventeen and I fell hard. I slipped into the diamond life.  After a long denial, I finally decided to officially stan them.

I have nothing much to share. Till next time!

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5 Things I Need To Improve On

Today's Canada Day! I'm not usually the type of person to go out and celebrate, but today, let's celebrate it with this entry. Let's face it, I'm not the only one who thinks about the stuff they need to put a little effort on. I'm pretty sure you're thinking about them right now, aren't you? I think about these things more so often that I get so stressed just thinking about it. Hopefully, I'll be able to get back to this post later on and laugh about it. Without further ado, let's get on with the entry.

1. Studying
I honestly cannot even fathom how I went from an honour roll student to nothing. My name has never been lower than Top 5 of the class when I was in the Philippines. Then Canada came. My marks has never seen the line of 9's in a while. I don't believe I'm dumb because if I actually put effort in school, I actually get good grades. I guess I'm just really lazy. From here on, I promise that I will do anything it takes to bring my grades up. I want to graduate college as a member of the Honour Roll Society.

2. Being socially awkward
Ever since I was young, this topic has always stressed me so much. Though I'm different when you get to know me and befriends me but I'm just not good at being social. I cannot make friends! I'm too shy and I get too conscious of what people might think about me. I think this is the main reason why I can't land a job. I love my personality but my social anxiety holds me back from every opportunity I find. My friends barely invites me out now because they know I'm just going to turn it down anyways. That's how bad I am with being social. And I really really really want to change that. I've spend so many times sulking over my friends not inviting me out.

PS. I'm the best friend you can ever have online. Hahaha. My KPOP twitter friends can testify on this.

3. Time management
No lie, I'm the best at time management when it comes to important things in my life. I've got school assignments all written down on my bullet journal. I was never late to any of my job schedules, personal appointments and I've finished all my school assignments on time. But when it comes to things that are not on my top priority, I can never manage them at all! I can never manage the schedule of this blog and my other social media that I end up not posting for weeks and weeks on. Maybe it could be writer's block or whatever. I have way too many drafts that I have yet to post because I can never finish writing them. From now on, I will put more effort in scheduling my social media things so my accounts does not rot in the dark. Haha.

4. Writing
I love writing a lot. But my grammar bucket is too shallow to make any of my stories look and sound interesting. I have so many ideas for a story but the story always ends up sounding like a children's book because of the words I choose to use. I vowed to read more books on my free time so my brain can take in as much English words it can take. Considering how I lived half my life in Canada, my English is still not up to par with the people I know.

5. Procrastinating
I know this is probably the hardest thing to change out of the other 4 above, but it must be done. I hate the stress I get every time I procrastinate and I end up doing things the day before I'm supposed to do it. I have my bullet journal to help me with this. Because I procrastinate a lot, I usually divide the tasks I need to do and just cross them out on my journal for personal satisfaction. I love looking at my bullet journal and seeing all the crossed out tasks. It's probably one of the most satisfying feeling ever for me. Although I might not be able to break out of this habit easily, I will put the biggest effort to lessen the procrastination I always put myself into. In fact, I literally fought the urge to postpone this entry because I was being too lazy. But I won over it and now this entry is almost finished.

Took me forever to think about the things I need to improve on since I feel like I need to improve my whole life and habits. Sad to say but I actually feel like I need to improve on everything in my life. But fortunately I was able to weigh each topics and came up with just 5. With this, I won't be too overwhelmed with all the things I need to improve on. I need to take it little by little until everything is perfect.

What do you need to work or improve on in your life?

Happy Canada Day, Canada! 

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The Sunday Currently | 7

Haven't been posting much lately as I've been too busy with the house renovations and house hunting. Hopefully I can start posting more regularly when these are all over. For the meantime, please be patient with my posts. With the wifi being so slow and unresponsive also adds up to the reason why I can't post regularly. But here is my Sunday Currently part 7

The Sunday Currently | 7

Reading this installation manual that came with the chandelier light as of right now. Also started reading To All The Boys I've Loved Before again.

Writing my to-do list for today's week, as well as decorating my bullet journal while I take a quick break from helping my dad with the house renovation

Listening to CLC's No Oh oh!!

Smelling the Pine Sol that my mom used to mop my floor and the overlapping smell of Febreeze

Wishing that we can find a house that has all I need and want. ///swimming pool///

Hoping that my OSAP application is still not late

Wearing a white V-neck shirt and my Taekwondo dobok pants //so stylish..not///

Loving the look of our newly renovated kitchen and new appliances

Wanting a boyfriend ha haha ha ha. but seriously. 

Needing a job like right now. 

Feeling sleepy. I haven't been sleeping properly due to me always lurking on the internet in the wee hours of the night.

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Childhood Dream

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I'm sure everyone dream at least once every night right?

That's the case for me.

Most of them feels like reality, to the point of confusing my groggy state of mind.

It's pretty normal for me so I shrug it off, besides I've already got too many problems to stress about.

But there is one particular dream that I will and always remember. No matter how I think about it, it I am convinced that I was in there. I was in the dream. As if it really happened.

What makes it so unforgettable is that I've dreamed about this dream for as long as I can remember.

In fact, I have dreamed about it since I was a child.

The story was such a blur,

but the feeling I get every time I wake up was always vivid.

It was an aerial view of an old cut tree.
As i said, it was extremely vivid and intense I could count how many tree rings were present.

I was inside the tree. More so, I lived in that tree.

The ambiance I get in the dream was so uncomfortable

but somehow, at the same time, felt so relaxing.

I looked so little and fragile, almost like an elf.

There's an instance in the dream where I would run and the tree would transform into a stairs.

I run and run and run. 

From something or someone I don't know.
Once again, I run.

To nowhere.

It's never-ending. The stairs.

Makes me wonder if I was an elf in my previous life.

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Summer's Finally Here!

Summer's here! Finally! But that means I haven't done anything since school ended for me on April. I've been so unproductive. I haven't enrolled for the fall semester and yet and summer semester is almost finished. Hopefully, I get to go to school next week and enroll.

It's been forever since my last post. My laptop and wi-fi has been acting up lately and it's hard to even get a stable connection. I have been wanting to post an entry for a while but because of my wifi situation, I couldn't. Actually, since I started writing on this entry, my wifi turned off and on over 10 times. I usually post in the night but because of my slow connection, I tend to just use the laptop in the morning where everyone is off to work and school. I have the wi-fi is all to myself.

On the other hand, the house is getting renovated. We're moving!! Finally. I'm not really too fond of our neighbourhood. And finally after 5 years, we are moving once again. It's such a hassle but I'm not even complaining. We've been looking at houses outside our city and just thinking about how I'll be away from the city scares me. I guess I've grown to depend on the city's infrastructures and environment. Which is actually kind of pathetic. I have my fingers crossed behind my back that we can find a house in the city. Back to the renovations, it's been about 2 weeks now and the renovation is still on-going. The contractor basically demolished almost everything. He probably wants to buy this house because he wants every single thing perfect and all the things be expensive.

My goal this summer is to be able to get a part-time job. Ugh. I have been complaining about being broke but I haven't done any job searching at all. I'm so stupid. I'm broke af. I literally have $0.00 in my chequing account. I'm so pitiful. I also want to be able to go to the beaches before we move. Specifically the beach on this post. I was on a cliff when I took the photo.

I'll finish this entry over here and have a good day everyone.

P.S I have also updated the template of my blog!! I love it. I prefer this more than my last template which had some pink detail to it. I love the minimalist feel to this template.

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The Sunday Currently | 6

Yes. Finally getting this post early. I usually post most of my entries around midnight. Anyways, school's out! Well for me.

Currently Series | VI

Reading

"The House" by Danielle Steel. I actually had this book for so long I almost forgot about it. I read the first few chapters but got bored of it. I suddenly had a flashback of the first few chapters for some weird reason and I couldn't remember where I last put it. But I finally found it underneath my dresser. 

Writing

the alphabet. I'm currently practicing calligraphy and I suck at it. And also this post. 

Listening

to Jireh Lim's Pagsuko. Had this song on repeat since yesterday. I kept breaking into a singing fit yesterday with this song. 

Smelling

nothing. My sense of smell is temporary gone due to a cold. I can't smell and taste anything and it's pretty sad every time I see my favourite food. 

Wishing

to miraculously find a million dollars on the ground. HAHAHA. I am craving the Philippines. I need to go back seriously. 10 years is way too long. 

Hoping

that my sickness could finally go away. 

Wearing 

a white tank top from Forever 21 and a purple Adidas short 

 Loving

my bedroom. I am that weird person who rarely uses the bedroom unless its for sleeping. From observing other families, children tend to lock themselves up in their rooms and spend the rest of the day there. Idk why? My sisters and I usually just crowds in the living room with our parents. After getting sick, I've been quarantining myself in my room and I learned how to love my own room. I don't know if that even made any sense. 

Wanting

to have the motivation to apply for jobs. 

Needing

a job. I think I wrote this for the previous Currently Series as well. 

Feeling

like a bummer. I'm sick and everything just pisses me off. 

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The Worst Combo

I have been MIA these past few weeks. I have been sick for the last 2 weeks and it was the most brutal experience I have had. High fever + dry cough + cold are the worst combinations of all combinations of sickness. I could barely do anything and all I could do was try to sleep. I've had many sleep lost in the process. How does one sleep with a cold and crazy annoying dry cough trying to attack you while trying to sleep. I literally could not sleep without a sleeping pill.

And because I couldn't sleep, I just watched the sunrise every 6 in the morning. It was cool but I was also very tired as heck.

I feel much better now, as you can tell. I finally have enough energy to post this. Though I'm still sick, my fever finally left me. I just have to deal with my cold and cough. It seems like every time I get sick, it's for 3-4 weeks time. It never goes away! Also, I finally cleaned my room and disinfected it to get the "sickness air" away from my room.

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The Sunday Currently | 5

The long awaited post. Not really haha. I haven't been posting my Sunday Currently series because of exam week. It's coming up this week and I am taking a break from all the studying I am doing. That is a lie. That picture was taken at the library yesterday when I went there to study and read some novels.

Currently Series  | V

Reading

"The Worst Wedding Photographer Ruined This Poor Bride's Big Day" on Diply. I clicked the link while browsing on Facebook. It is mostly photos though there are explanations on the bottom. 

Writing

Besides this post, I am prettifying my exam review and my cheat sheet for my Logistics final exam.

Listening 

to TWICE's Ooh Aah!! I'm addicted to this song. It has been on repeat since last week and I even learned the choreography to it!! 

Smelling

my hair because my shampoo smells so damn good! I use the green Palmolive! Shameless advertising hahaha

Wishing

for this week to be over so I can finally rest and finish this semester.

Hoping

to pass my exams with at least 90% 

Wearing

my sister's large school gym T-shirt and a panty. This part always seem to have the same answer every single post.

Loving

how my parents are renovating the house little by little. It is starting to look more fancier and fancier. 

Wanting

to get my Apple ID back. I tried looking for any way to contact Apple Support but it just keeps taking me back to the forum site. My apple ID is not recognized and it was my first account ever and it just disappeared. 

Needing

a job. Seriously. I am broke and I literally only have about 80 bucks in my debit card and how I am supposed to feed myself with that. But I am so lazy. 

Feeling 

sore. Specially my lower back. It feels like its nangangawit. I want to break it because it feels like that is the only way to get rid of the pain. 

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Procrastination!!

My mind is seriously this close to exploding because of all the stress I'm getting from school. //tries to calm down// I should be finishing my customs assignment but I somehow found myself on blogger. I was trying so hard not to go here but I guess I'll just talk about what I did this past few days. This way, I can forget about school stress, even if its just for a little bit.

This is a page from my bullet journal. I drew this while trying to finish some late business assignment. I am prone to procrastination and this is what happened. I wasnt able to finish my assignment that day but at least I got to finish this one. Hahahaha.

Here is another one of my creation. I tried doodling this using the Sharpie marker and without using a ruler but it looked quite messy so I ended using my Pilot's gel pen and a ruler. It took me forever to finish this since yes, you guessed it, I was doing my assignments and my notes in between. I kept taking breaks and watching a drama. HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN DESCENDANTS OF THE SUN? Lord jesus, that drama is so intense. I can't even. Every episode takes about 10 years off of my life. It is that intense. Joong Ki, my love.

Roughly about 8 hours later, here is the final product of my doodling session. My dad kept telling me to stop wasting paper and ink for this. It turned out pretty nice though! What do you think?

This was taken last Friday. I skipped my Customs class just so I can study for my Human Resource midterm test. I literally stayed here for about 4 hours studying. My butt have never felt so numb that day. This was in the E building. That building is my favourite because there is usually no one around because it is one of the old buildings. I only left this spot when I bought lunch, only to come back here because I didn't like the crowded cafeteria. Fortunately, the questions that my prof gave us for review were the same questions on the test and I finished within 30 minutes.

Lastly, my mildliner finally came in the mail!! It only took about 4 months. /sarcasm intended/ Apparently, the shipment got lost and was sent to another country. I ordered this along with my HR textbook on January. I complained and sent the company a message and said they will send me a new one. Come to think of it, I should have asked them to refund me the money and send it to me for free because of the very long wait. But here it is now!! So happy!!

Anyways, this is it for today. It's almost midnight and I still have to go to school tomorrow to meet my groupmate. Ughhh. Tomorrow is my day off. But for the sake of my marks, I'll sacrifice tomorrow. Now, back to my assignments. I need to finish it tonight!

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Rest Day

This post was supposed to be posted yesterday, Thursday, but I accidentally deleted the photo. I was writing this entry on my ipad and I didn't know how to undo it. 

03.24.16
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I know I said from my previous post that I won't be able to post another blog entry this week because of my hectic schedule. But today, my class were cancelled. All classes were classes and all campuses were closed because of the winter/ice storm. I woke up at around 11am and I literally jumped out of bed because it was so late. Now, my class doesn't start until 3 in the afternoon but I take too long to get ready. Then, I decided to check my school email and there it was, a class cancellation email. I was ecstatic. 

I plopped down and buried myself underneath my duvet sheet even further, if that was even possible. I really needed this break. I felt like I was being dumped assignments after assignments, presentations after presentations, projects after projects and the lists goes on. Anyways, today is a rest-kinda-day. 

The tasks today is to stay home and bundle up all day. Stumbled upon LizQuen today and I kinda wanted to watch one of their movies so I decided to watch Just The Way You Are. It was so kilig! I loved it. Watched God Gave Me You again for the 2nd time. *applause applause for Maine and Jake* Was definitely not expecting such a dramatic scene. I was extremely looking forward to this Holy Week special. 

Oh, and before I forget, the image used for this entry is mine. I took the photo when it was raining. I can't remember when. I created it using Photoshop CS6. I really liked how it turned out and I used it as my desktop background and it looked even amazing. It reminded me of tumblr. Now, I'm kind of thinking of creating more background photos like this and put it up as freebies. 

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