Wednesday, December 16, 2015

He has beautiful eyes. Literally.

I wasn't actually going to write today but there's this one thing that was bothering me for the longest time. I can't really say it was bothering me because it's a good kind of feeling. It's more of a I-cannot-fall-asleep-because-of-the-guy-I-like kind of thing. I wanted to write it down cause if I don't, I will go crazy. I met him in my operation management class last semester. My first impression of him wasn't really that good. He sort of came out like a bad boy kinda type. He had girls...

Monday, November 23, 2015

Yes, I am still alive

Kinda needed a little update on myself. I haven't been updating my blog regularly, not just my blog, but all my social media accounts. They're all just rotting away. Just like my life. School has been draining my energy and it's not even funny. I started fall 2015 with 7 subjects and I ended up dropping a subject cause the workload was just too much. I've also turned 21 this month. Hope I can act, look and think like one. YEY. Anyways, school has just eating up most of my time...

Monday, July 27, 2015

introverts

CreditI have been procrastinating on posting a blogpost this past few weeks. I barely go out of my room, yet a lot of things has happened. It kinda overwhelms my mind. It's like as if I was living into another space in time and the world just kept spinning without me in it. It's weird.  Lately, I told myself that I should be more outgoing. But it doesn't look like I will ever be one. It's just a pain in the ass. I'm just too lazy to even leave my room. Introvert.Well, I...

Monday, July 06, 2015

Downtown

  I ended up sleeping in the living room. If you don't know what I'm talking about, go to my previous post. I tried kicking the flies out but it ended up kicking me out and I was left to sleep in the living room since there were no more room left. I barely slept a wink. 2 hours at least. Then I took off with my youngest sister and grandma to downtown. There was a $1 flip flop sale at Old Navy and we just had to get like 30. Not really but you get what I mean. Then I toured her...

Saturday, July 04, 2015

Angry as Hell

It's 2:36 in the morning and I still haven't slept a wink. I'm so afraid that if I sleep, these flies that are flying around in my room will eat me up. There were like 5 of them and I'm so scared it's going to go near me once I turn off my lights. I've only killed one and there's another fly that just flew passed my face and I almost shit my pants. Now that I'm writing about it, I'm getting so itchy and I feel like they're on me. I'm debating whether to sleep in my room or downstairs in the...

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Rainy Day

Lazy day.  It rained the whole day today.  I kinda liked it but I also hated it at the same time. I wanted to go out and walk around but thanks to the rain, I got to take a nap. Back when I was little, I used to love napping at the sound of rain droplets. I still love it today, the only difference is that I can't nap because I can't bear to leave my electronics. Sad reality. So I just end up listening to the droplets hitting my window while on the laptop, ipad and my phone. It...

Friday, June 26, 2015

I just needed to update

It's been over a week since my grandma arrived from the Philippines and she's been doing every chore in the house and I feel like that gif above. She feeds me so much and wakes me up at 7 in the morning just to walk outside. Also I've been back to Taekwondo after a month of laziness. It felt awkward being there, now that the master wants us to instruct the little kids and also because I haven't been the in the dojang for like forever. I'm just too awkward. Sobs. My laziness is slowly coming...

Saturday, June 13, 2015

"You should go out more often"

The bible study group was at my house today so my best friends gave a me a visit. Or should I say, they were just there to pick up their parents. We haven't seen each other for a long time and being together felt so awkward. It was hell. I didn't know what to say. I have been withdrawing myself from my friends, from society, not knowing exactly why. Lately, all I want to do is stay home and not talk to anybody. "You should go out more often!!" I laughed out loud in my head. The reason why...

Tuesday, March 31, 2015

two and a half more weeks

There is 16 more days left of school for me. Without counting the weekends, there's 12 more days left. So excited and happy to be finally out of school again (for the meantime) since I still have 2 more years to go. I am so stressed right now. So many assignments and projects due this week. Don't forget the tests also happening this week. I used to be such a hardworking student, what ever happened to me? D+ for Math.  Let's see if I could bring this up to at least a C. I would be very...

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

today was a happy day....

Monday, March 23, 2015

고마워

I don't know but thank you. Thank you for letting me at least get to know you. Thank God for letting me meet you. I don't know how it happened and I, myself, is not even sure about how I feel But just thank you. I know "we" will never happen and I know that for sure. I don't really care as I don't even know how I feel about you. And I don't know why I'm writing this.  I'm just happy that I met you.  You might have came off as an arrogant bitch in the beginning At least most...

Friday, March 06, 2015

Looking Back

Stumbled upon my blog on this lonely night and I re-read and deleted some of my posts. I realized I was such a drama queen when I read my archive. I was 18 then. I'm 20 now. How time flies. I'm still the same lame person though. I'm still struggling in college. I still don't know where I'm heading to. I finally changed my major to International Business. It's not that great but at least its not Accounting right? Life goes on. I'm still alive and breathing. I just need to start believing in...
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