The Sunday Currently | 7

Haven't been posting much lately as I've been too busy with the house renovations and house hunting. Hopefully I can start posting more regularly when these are all over. For the meantime, please be patient with my posts. With the wifi being so slow and unresponsive also adds up to the reason why I can't post regularly. But here is my Sunday Currently part 7

The Sunday Currently | 7

Reading this installation manual that came with the chandelier light as of right now. Also started reading To All The Boys I've Loved Before again.

Writing my to-do list for today's week, as well as decorating my bullet journal while I take a quick break from helping my dad with the house renovation

Listening to CLC's No Oh oh!!

Smelling the Pine Sol that my mom used to mop my floor and the overlapping smell of Febreeze

Wishing that we can find a house that has all I need and want. ///swimming pool///

Hoping that my OSAP application is still not late

Wearing a white V-neck shirt and my Taekwondo dobok pants //so stylish..not///

Loving the look of our newly renovated kitchen and new appliances

Wanting a boyfriend ha haha ha ha. but seriously. 

Needing a job like right now. 

Feeling sleepy. I haven't been sleeping properly due to me always lurking on the internet in the wee hours of the night.

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Childhood Dream

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I'm sure everyone dream at least once every night right?

That's the case for me.

Most of them feels like reality, to the point of confusing my groggy state of mind.

It's pretty normal for me so I shrug it off, besides I've already got too many problems to stress about.

But there is one particular dream that I will and always remember. No matter how I think about it, it I am convinced that I was in there. I was in the dream. As if it really happened.

What makes it so unforgettable is that I've dreamed about this dream for as long as I can remember.

In fact, I have dreamed about it since I was a child.

The story was such a blur,

but the feeling I get every time I wake up was always vivid.

It was an aerial view of an old cut tree.
As i said, it was extremely vivid and intense I could count how many tree rings were present.

I was inside the tree. More so, I lived in that tree.

The ambiance I get in the dream was so uncomfortable

but somehow, at the same time, felt so relaxing.

I looked so little and fragile, almost like an elf.

There's an instance in the dream where I would run and the tree would transform into a stairs.

I run and run and run. 

From something or someone I don't know.
Once again, I run.

To nowhere.

It's never-ending. The stairs.

Makes me wonder if I was an elf in my previous life.

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Summer's Finally Here!

Summer's here! Finally! But that means I haven't done anything since school ended for me on April. I've been so unproductive. I haven't enrolled for the fall semester and yet and summer semester is almost finished. Hopefully, I get to go to school next week and enroll.

It's been forever since my last post. My laptop and wi-fi has been acting up lately and it's hard to even get a stable connection. I have been wanting to post an entry for a while but because of my wifi situation, I couldn't. Actually, since I started writing on this entry, my wifi turned off and on over 10 times. I usually post in the night but because of my slow connection, I tend to just use the laptop in the morning where everyone is off to work and school. I have the wi-fi is all to myself.

On the other hand, the house is getting renovated. We're moving!! Finally. I'm not really too fond of our neighbourhood. And finally after 5 years, we are moving once again. It's such a hassle but I'm not even complaining. We've been looking at houses outside our city and just thinking about how I'll be away from the city scares me. I guess I've grown to depend on the city's infrastructures and environment. Which is actually kind of pathetic. I have my fingers crossed behind my back that we can find a house in the city. Back to the renovations, it's been about 2 weeks now and the renovation is still on-going. The contractor basically demolished almost everything. He probably wants to buy this house because he wants every single thing perfect and all the things be expensive.

My goal this summer is to be able to get a part-time job. Ugh. I have been complaining about being broke but I haven't done any job searching at all. I'm so stupid. I'm broke af. I literally have $0.00 in my chequing account. I'm so pitiful. I also want to be able to go to the beaches before we move. Specifically the beach on this post. I was on a cliff when I took the photo.

I'll finish this entry over here and have a good day everyone.

P.S I have also updated the template of my blog!! I love it. I prefer this more than my last template which had some pink detail to it. I love the minimalist feel to this template.

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The Sunday Currently | 6

Yes. Finally getting this post early. I usually post most of my entries around midnight. Anyways, school's out! Well for me.

Currently Series | VI

Reading

"The House" by Danielle Steel. I actually had this book for so long I almost forgot about it. I read the first few chapters but got bored of it. I suddenly had a flashback of the first few chapters for some weird reason and I couldn't remember where I last put it. But I finally found it underneath my dresser. 

Writing

the alphabet. I'm currently practicing calligraphy and I suck at it. And also this post. 

Listening

to Jireh Lim's Pagsuko. Had this song on repeat since yesterday. I kept breaking into a singing fit yesterday with this song. 

Smelling

nothing. My sense of smell is temporary gone due to a cold. I can't smell and taste anything and it's pretty sad every time I see my favourite food. 

Wishing

to miraculously find a million dollars on the ground. HAHAHA. I am craving the Philippines. I need to go back seriously. 10 years is way too long. 

Hoping

that my sickness could finally go away. 

Wearing 

a white tank top from Forever 21 and a purple Adidas short 

 Loving

my bedroom. I am that weird person who rarely uses the bedroom unless its for sleeping. From observing other families, children tend to lock themselves up in their rooms and spend the rest of the day there. Idk why? My sisters and I usually just crowds in the living room with our parents. After getting sick, I've been quarantining myself in my room and I learned how to love my own room. I don't know if that even made any sense. 

Wanting

to have the motivation to apply for jobs. 

Needing

a job. I think I wrote this for the previous Currently Series as well. 

Feeling

like a bummer. I'm sick and everything just pisses me off. 

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The Worst Combo

I have been MIA these past few weeks. I have been sick for the last 2 weeks and it was the most brutal experience I have had. High fever + dry cough + cold are the worst combinations of all combinations of sickness. I could barely do anything and all I could do was try to sleep. I've had many sleep lost in the process. How does one sleep with a cold and crazy annoying dry cough trying to attack you while trying to sleep. I literally could not sleep without a sleeping pill.

And because I couldn't sleep, I just watched the sunrise every 6 in the morning. It was cool but I was also very tired as heck.

I feel much better now, as you can tell. I finally have enough energy to post this. Though I'm still sick, my fever finally left me. I just have to deal with my cold and cough. It seems like every time I get sick, it's for 3-4 weeks time. It never goes away! Also, I finally cleaned my room and disinfected it to get the "sickness air" away from my room.

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