Rainy Day

Lazy day.  It rained the whole day today.  I kinda liked it but I also hated it at the same time. I wanted to go out and walk around but thanks to the rain, I got to take a nap. Back when I was little, I used to love napping at the sound of rain droplets. I still love it today, the only difference is that I can't nap because I can't bear to leave my electronics. Sad reality. So I just end up listening to the droplets hitting my window while on the laptop, ipad and my phone. It...

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I just needed to update

It's been over a week since my grandma arrived from the Philippines and she's been doing every chore in the house and I feel like that gif above. She feeds me so much and wakes me up at 7 in the morning just to walk outside. Also I've been back to Taekwondo after a month of laziness. It felt awkward being there, now that the master wants us to instruct the little kids and also because I haven't been the in the dojang for like forever. I'm just too awkward. Sobs. My laziness is slowly coming...

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"You should go out more often"

The bible study group was at my house today so my best friends gave a me a visit. Or should I say, they were just there to pick up their parents. We haven't seen each other for a long time and being together felt so awkward. It was hell. I didn't know what to say. I have been withdrawing myself from my friends, from society, not knowing exactly why. Lately, all I want to do is stay home and not talk to anybody. "You should go out more often!!" I laughed out loud in my head. The reason why...

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