Whatever

Whatever.
It has been my answer to every single thing in my life right now.

"Study for midterm."

"You need to ace this test."

"The whole family is counting on you."

"Don't let us down"

"Whatever."

I have so much shit to do and I don't even know how to start anymore. 

School's tiring me out. Is that even possible?  yes it is
I don't even know what keeps me going. Me? My parents? Or the tuition I paid thousands and thousands of dollars for?

I'm just really tired.

I still have a pile of work waiting for me but whatever.

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