Brrr

the furnace is still broken and the man won't be here until monday to fix it. rotting underneath my thick duvet sheet, i'm slowly freezing to death. this is my fate. bye...

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Whatever

Whatever. It has been my answer to every single thing in my life right now. "Study for midterm." "You need to ace this test." "The whole family is counting on you." "Don't let us down" "Whatever." I have so much shit to do and I don't even know how to start anymore.  School's tiring me out. Is that even possible?  yes it is I don't even know what keeps me going. Me? My parents? Or the tuition I paid thousands and thousands of dollars for? I'm just really tired. I still...

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Breathe

breathe. don't kill yourself.  think about what your loved ones will have to go through.  just don't. don't even think about it.  you'll end your life. go ahead. end your sufferings. but remember, your loved ones will have to go through the guilt forever. coming from a girl who's had suicidal thoughts before, i don't even know why i'm writing this down.  there's just so much things going on. i have a ridiculous amount of shits i still need to do and i feel...

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7 years flew by so fast

Hey, your posts came up on my dash again. How long has it been? 7 years. I wonder if you still know me. Maybe not. It's just funny how I still think of you once in a while when I know I've never crossed your mind since that day. Or maybe I have. How would I know? I will never know. How can someone have the guts to throw a 2-year friendship just for one girl. I miss having a guy best friend.  Dear You, If you had the chance to go back and fix this shit, would you take it? Your bestfriend,...

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Funny

Don't you think it's funny how you can be so in love with someone you've never even met in person? Let alone someone who doesn't even know of your existence. Hah. You can all laugh at me but yes. I think I fell in love with someone who doesn't and will never know I walk on this planet earth. How can you be so in love with someone you've never met before? Hmm. I don't have an answer for now, maybe in the future but all I know is that I will always love him with all my heart and he'll always have...

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