It scares the hell out of me how my mind still lives in the past.
Everyone seems to be over there; moving on,
living their fast-paced life
while I'm still here; always seem to live in my memories.
it's one of those nights.
i look at a photo or a post
and suddenly it sparks a memory and
i feel all empty and sad
inside.
I miss my old life.
I miss how my life seems so easy
and simple back when I was a kid.
i miss those days when we were all friends
I miss my old friends.
Come to think of it, it's been 9 years.
9 whole fucking years since YOU turned your back on me.
And I still hate myself; we could have saved what we had.
I just wanted to say,
I miss you old pal. Really.
Talk to me again?
